chemotherapies reminds me of you, how you shared your photos with me whenever you had one. my heart still aches whenever i remember that memory. my heart still aches for you. i wonder how life would have been if you are still here. now that i am residing in manila for couple of months, i wonder if we’ll be meeting each other like we used to plan? coffee dates and papi hunting would be so fun if you are still in this lifetime.

i miss you. i hope you are having fun there, gec.

grabe naman si sadness today sbndhshs naiiyak akwoahhh

hi, im here again to say that i’ll be graduating soon 🥹 finally anteh makakaalis na ko sa red school hahahaha tho this was announced last week, still can’t help but to share this here. im just so so so happy 🤍 inilaban ko kahit hirap na hirap ako so much haha im just proud of myself that i didn’t give up

for the nth time, i failed again. i won’t graduate on time, and i’m one semester delayed agaaaain. alam ko naman na late na talaga ako ng one year since i failed that one subject, pero last sem, i failed compre naman. making me delayed for another semester this year. of course, i cried and doubted myself even more. di ko na lang din dinibdib kasi ayaw ko masyado magdwell sa lungkot, sa galit lang talaga HAHA galit ako, di malungkot. anyway, napush naman namin magmidterm class ngayong june. so makakahabol pa sa review kung sakali. ayun lang, 10 years na pala ng account na to sa 13 bwahaha BYE

yesterday, i saw a couple crossing the road and the guy was kinda holding the girl’s back while they were walking and this girl right here really said “kailan ko kaya ‘yon mararanasan” GAGU i know bare minimum (!!!) pero ewan dnsdjkdsb ganito ba kapag malungkot lol after ko siya marealize na sinabi 'yon ng utak ko, napailing na lang talaga ako hahahahahaha pagod na po ako maging strong independent woman, gusto ko na lang maging baby girl emz

alam nyo pagod na ako at ‘di ko na alam rin alam ginagawa ko sa buhay ko

wala lang pagod na ko sa buhay ko, isabay pa ang pressure ng thesis at compre to the point na sobrang sensitive ko na sa bahay. aware naman ako pero minsan kahit mababaw na bagay sobrang iritable ko hahahsahshaaha lord gusto ko na po matapos to